Hantaran Anna ~ Apis

Hantaran Apis ~ Anna

100% completed the day before my nikah ceremony...finally, everything's in order.

p~r~o~p~o~s~a~l~s

one of the wedding held @ Dewan Spastik JB organize by AZ saloon & Bridal.i snap the pix from their wedding promo album. kinda simple but white is always nice..;P





tiz is actually thistle's invitation card for the 'Grand Opening'...i must say the design really fascinate me from the very 1st time i saw it. Unique, classic, simple yet modish.
m thinkin’ of using the template for my wedding invitation card…

modern wedding concept

This is mussels rite…hahaahahha..,I also dun knowla…thought so!


"BUBU" ma sista snap this in one of the craft corner in 'Semua House', nice but difficult to carry home...


like it so much...can also make it as a doorgift for modern wedding


i like tiz one...simple yet stylish for modern wedding (dinner reception)...
i'm gonna find one similar to tiz outfit, hmmm....where 2 get :@

something..~somewhere..~

I have no time to update my blog, for obvious reasons…
One, work… Second, nothing to share and third, not in the mood for writing.

However, here goes something…

Lately, I have been reflecting on my life quite a bit. I suddenly found myself free. Free in the sense that there are no plugging responsibilities holding me any longer coz obviously he’ll take care of the flow ~ MONEY...well, it was meant to be that way from the beginning...

I am now left to think what I should do for myself and what I finally want in life...hmmmm, bout' my wedding preparation... there’s another 5 months to go. Don't get me wrong. It's not that I have never thought of it but I never really had time or chance to do so.

I feel kinda' fresh and energetic but at the same time a bit lost as I breathe in the wind and air of freedom. Starting to enjoy my life...doing things without much restriction…I just love hanging out with him, chatting until the wee hours even though he’ll definitely hurt my feeling if we spent time together more than 1 hour…huuhuhuuuu. But then when I think about his family, the pain hit me again…I’m totally lost!!!

restless day

one whole day juz melepak at home without doing nothin' perghhh....bosan seh! and the worst part, ma headache is killing me, entahla tiz lately i keep on having tiz bloody headache..dun know what to do...am i suffering of ----?!! hish, selisih malaikat 44,. - mintak simpang..
Ayah kuar tadi ..dun know where he went to coz actually he's kinda angry x dapat pg Batu Pahat..hehehheheee cute old man, dh tua2 pun nk merajuk.

M~a~l~a~M yang suram

baru balik teman dier makan. nape ek rase lain mcm jek malam ni...suasana kt luar tu pn mcm memahami je perasaan aku yg tgh down ni. dier skang ni pun dh lain sejak dari kes aritu...aku mmg la rase brsalah sgt wat dier camtu tp xder niat pun sbnrnya...sume ni jadi pasal salah paham, at least kalau dier btau aku awal2 yg dier x stuju ngan semua tu xder la aku emosi sangat...x pasal2 dh nk brtegang urat plak ngan family dier...aaahhh tu semua alasan jek, sbnrnya mmg diorang nk sgt dier stuju tp dsbbkan aku dh create stu problem trus nk dijadikan issue...aku akui mmgla teruk aper yg aku luahkn tu tp aku dh trik balik kata2 tu...siap mintak maaf lagi,alih2 adeq dier plak nk memandai2 pecah belahkn keadaan..aku x taula kalau dier dh bc aper yg adeq dier tulis tp mmg sakit ati ar kalau nk diingat2...berani dier kate aku ni xder rupe~jahat mulut~siap maki aku fuckin' rat lagi and the best part is dier blh srh aku berambus dari kehidupan abg dier...macam sual sgt budak tu..kalau aku jumpe dier mase tu mmg dh kene lempang muke dier..geram sgt2!
anyway, i am who i am and if u don't like it that's ur problem coz i'm still a pretty nice gal!

Luvuer

tiz is the love of ma life....
selalu gak wat aku nangis tp aku tau dier sayang aku sangat2...

no matter what happen i'll always luv u... mmmuahhhh

So-called boring 'day'

arini aku btol2 rase malas yg amat sangat...sesangat2, yela mane x nyer malam td tido lambat.
sebok memikir mslh2 BODOH yg x mgkn akn selesai... well actually it supposed to be HIS problem tp memandangkn aku ni selalu brmain dgn emosi semua jd kelam kabut..
knpe ek maslh demi maslh dtg menimpa...makin dekat aku dgn tarikh tu makin brserabut kpla dibuatnyer..